When My Eyes were Completely Opened

It's when I feel like nobody understands me.
I let my ego grow
I let myself hurt the one I love
I let myself shout to an one-year-old kid
I let myself break my favorite stuffs
I know I did something wrong, but I just too sick to awake
People said they're understand, cause I'm a teenager, yes, teen-ager
But how can I blame an age? How can THEY blame an age?
No, it's not about teenager or fckin number of age
It's about controlling self, and I know I'm a sucker for that.
So, this is me, a kid that trying to fix her crap